Sunday, September 28, 2003


i haven't been updating for
a looooonnnggg time.
cause i haven't been able to
touch the computer since then.
crap.


there's so much to do online but
im just too lazy. there's so many
guestbooks to sign. so much to
blog. hai.

depression is taking over me.
don't know what's happening.
i can foretell something bad's
going to happen. oh well.
bad things always happen to me
don't they?
i am giving everything up.
i'm bothered by everything.
-sighs-


Samantha at 2:14 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2003


hey peeps!
added albums to my blog.
blog another time.

Samantha at 6:34 PM

Friday, September 19, 2003


flag day tomorrow. 3 to 7.
meeting them at 11 at heeren
then off to watch a movie before
going off to ck tang to get our
cans and start selling the flags.

the oh-so-sweet elizabeth lent
me her camera today. and for
tomorrow too. so if you see a
crazy-looking short-haired gal
with a camera walking around and
snapping at everything in sight,
you'd know it's me. -laughs-


170903

cant stop crying after teaching my
brother on this day. not that he
me cry or anything.(he's 6)
but my mum scolded me when he
showed his temper big time?
oh so it's my fault la? what the
fuck.

somehow those things she
said caused the breakdown. i have
no idea why. and i couldnt stop.
hid in the toilet for a while then locked
myself up in the room. hai.


no one seems to be listening to
anything that i say. everyone's
ignoring me. and no one appreciates
what i do for them. NO ONE.
don't think it matter to them anyway.

enough of my grievance.


Samantha at 2:36 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2003


i was so happy with my template
yesterday. but now i realise that
the stupid blogger banner on my
blog blocked out the face. UGH.
then what's the point of putting
the picture there.

anyway. im going town to meet
charlotte and francesca later.
then probably joey will come
meet us after her training.

well my i had better be satisfied
eith my template soon or i'd be
getting a new one again.
gtg now.

Samantha at 2:34 PM

Monday, September 15, 2003


there. i've got a new template.
haha. yay!! haha. hey comment k?
-laughs- but the template aint
properly done up yet. there will
still be changes here and there.
yep.


went town with joey and char.
ate cheese cake tori q and a tiny
bite of joey's durian puff haha.
i LOVE cheese cake haha.

went over to heeren next.
took neoprints. then there was a
sudden change of moods cause
of my big mouth. but well i thought
i should voice out what i saw.


Samantha at 7:24 PM



this new blogger template is a real
nightmare as it says in the title lo.
like how many freaking people has the
same one as me.ugh.

im going to change my template again.

AS SOON AS I FIND A BETTER ONE

Samantha at 10:46 AM

Friday, September 12, 2003


I FINALLY CHANGED MY TEMPLATE!!


haha.happy about that alright.
it should have been done up
yesterday but computer shut down
before i managed to reach the
'save changes' button.


well i know it's a little too late
to blog about this but who cares.
im still doing it.


080903

YOUTH EXPLOSION ROCKS!!!

haha. yes i know this has been
written on many other people's
blog already. so now im just adding
to the number.

that event is like so cool? but was
disappointed that bubu denise and
joey couldnt make it to novena church.
only our dearest xiuting went to watch
me and char dance. haha.

i didnt miss a single step, would you
believe that? haha. dory remembers
her steps well in just 3 practices! haha.

met my little dory AMY. not forgetting
her friend karen of course.haha.
thanks for coming amy!
though you could not make it in time to
see the dance. haha.

went town with the dance girls after
that. then went heeren hmv with
chessie for a little while and back home.
stepped into the house at 2315 hours.

the day couldnt be any better.


and now for today's events.
went school met joey and passed
her the box of cookies she'd been
craving for. yep. that's the box of
cookies i made by myself.

set off to town with jessica liyi
vonica shermaine and joey.
met amy with karen at heeren.
went cine foodcourt to eat and then
paragon starbucks to drink. i didnt
spend any money today ha. partly
cause i've got no money to spend
too haha. guess this is all.


Samantha at 8:15 PM



WWWOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH
WWWOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH
WWWOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH
WWWOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH
WWWOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH
WWWOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH
WWWOOOAAAAHHHHHHHH



The King and the Ladies.

Samantha at 1:29 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2003


it's september the eleventh today.
exactly 2 years ago was 911.
ya everyone knows that. but i actually
thought it was last year? wahaha.
blur me. when i read the papers today
i was like 'huh 2 years?'
mann. how time flies.

the one week school break's almost over.
then it'd be school as per normal again. ugh.

made more cookies. they're as hard
and crunchy as the last batch of cookies
i made. or maybe nicer. haha.

Samantha at 7:39 PM

Monday, September 08, 2003


got my phone back.-happy-
youth explosion later at novena church.
as far as i know now these are the
people confirmed coming:
Rodelle
Elizabet
Mardiana
Cheryl
Siao wei
Hope i don't screw up the Dance later
Been having butterflies all over my tummy since
Last night, it's killing me.



Meeting them later at 130


So now i've a little dory!
My sweet amy. MUAHAHA
(and she doesn't miss JOEY AT ALL! WAH LAU)
-note that joey is the one typing for marns
cause her screwed up fingers cant fit the keyboard



But i(marns) am still the original dory.



Samantha at 1:13 PM

Wednesday, September 03, 2003


in the school com lab now.im starving
but decided not to eat.think i gained
more weight.die.really have to exercise
regularly from now on.hai.

Samantha at 10:46 AM

Tuesday, September 02, 2003


am at charlotte's house now.
her place is beautiful.haha.
especially her room [she told me
to write this] =)))) <- char's work

supposed to learn the dance steps
from her but we havent even
started work yet.

blog some other day cause we
ought to get started.


Samantha at 5:43 PM

Monday, September 01, 2003


went to novena church todae for the
youth explosion thingy.had to dance
to 'the cup of life'.quite cool actually.
but as it's like my first day learning the
steps so i had to struggle a bit while
the rest were dancing.dont know what
made me wana join also.maybe cause
i liked dancing since young haha.was
able to get all the steps except the hip
hop part which i couldnt catch cause it
was done all so quickly.gota familiarise
myself with the steps later.

went cathay cine after the dance.mann
did we slack there.on the way there was
hell mann.someone was making a fool out
of herself [yet she thinks she's so cool]
in the bus.the guy who was seated next
to me cant help but giggle to himself haha.

over at cathay we like just sat there and
rot.or is it only me rotting cause the rest
were singing.dont fit into them la.so i
just kept my butt glued onto the seat and
watched the rest.there were people
breakdancing.hmmx.

Samantha at 6:57 PM